A sparkle of colours in the pristine night sky
a reminder of the dormant feelings that lay within
safely cocooned under the blanket of stars
enveloping my unsaid desires
waiting to be painted in the vast canvas of the sky.
A barrage of thoughts reflecting – a need, a want
that I now can’t decide
the cool wind subtly playing tricks on my skin
where a mirage of shapes come alive in the mirror of my mind
willingly I succumb to, for I can’t describe.
Why do I feel this way?
What is it that flows through my veins?
I question, for no answers seem in sight
Is it the longing, the hunger that’s slowly devouring me
or just the thought of you next to me
that’s killing me softly inside?
This bitter-sweet pain, of anguish and despair
courses through my body like a fever in the rain
I miss you so I proudly proclaim
for your thoughts, this distance never leaves me in vain
relishing this pleasure, this expression
I treasure that smile that keeps me sane.
Is this love? for I gush with melancholic wonder
of contentment and sorrow, a riot of colours bursting
awaiting to be restrained, living my life in wild abandon
dancing to the tune inside, this madness
this euphoric feeling of drunken fervour
that no mind can subside.
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