This joyous feeling
that runs through my entire being
my heart skips a beat
I think of you.
Reminiscing the first time we met
brings a smile on my face
like a magnet
I was drawn to you.
Why I ask myself!
sleepless nights, I stay awake
those words I couldn’t say
those feelings I couldn’t share.
I wait to see you
your eyes
this longing and urge
to unite with you
makes me cry.
Is it just me who feels this way
I ponder.
Do you think of me? Miss me?
these questions invade mind
blurring my senses
I miss you.
Am I in love, I wonder
this bitter sweet feeling
bludgeoning my thoughts
Unrequited love, this emptiness and pain
I wait for the sun to shine
illuminate my life
trying to gather the broken pieces of soul
I try to live again!